#11

I know I shouldn't have feelings for you anymore . 2 years .. I feel shitty because I know can't have you anymore . But seeing you with other girls make me feel so annoyed even though I know that that she is just your friend . Guess what , is also not entirely my fault that I fell so badly for you .. Remember that I treat me so well in the past .. After things had change you totally leave me hanging . When you need me , you come to me , when you dun need me , you chucked me aside. Yes , I'm probably not the prettiest & the skinnest girl around but fuck you , you shouldn't have treat me like that . Mother fucker .. Half of me hate you to bones but another half of me likes you . Fuck me right ?

#10 Omegle

I'm actually bored and i decide to go to this website called 'omegle'. Basically this is a website where you can meet different people from all over the world through web camming or just a normal conversation. I have been doing this for the past few months not because i'm a sick lonely girl but because it is fun ! But of course i wouldn't dare to use webcam because i'm actually scared that i will see any short hairy dicks (yes im scared of that) However , i met people like ABC guy & we still keep in touch w each other. & GUESS WHAT . Today i met guy , idk if he is pure stupid or what ..

If you guys cant see .. Let me sum it up for you ! This asshole keep thinking that i am a lesbian just because he thinks that i 'sounded' sarcastic when i say that i dun have any prob talking to a guy when he ask me if im ok w talking to him since he is a guy. However , when i told him no that im not , he keep insistng that i am one and said that 'oh i wont judge you blah blah blah' & he even said that i make fun of him ?! Wts , idk if ths guy is trolling me but if he did , he failed lol . I'm the winner since he is the one who disconnect from this convo. Lol , at first i am angry but then i feel like arguing w him till he is speechless ! So it is kinda funny . If only i met this kind of ppl online it will be so much fun ! Anyway , this coming thursday is my last paper so .. FEW MORE DAYS TO FREEDOMMMMM . Woohoo !

#09

Yay ! Even though O level haven't finished, but I left w science MCQ which I don't really give a flying eff about . I have changed my template w I totally in loveeee w hahaha . Seriously nothing to blog about I wonder how people can blog everyday ..


Having major craving for yewtee shopping centre's lean meat porridge .. Can any kind soul buy this for me ?

#8

Going cray cray now cause in less than 6 hr I'm gonna have my O level science practical exam & I can't sleep . Luckily I dun care about science as I know I probably gonna fail anyway .


You know how some people love to post pic of themselves online ? Even tho i dun really do that but since idk what photo I wanna post I might as well do that lol . My face looking damn shag from all the studying and stuff . Plus I'm having a fever just now & it sucks grrrrr . Luckily is not really that bad till I couldn't get up to study . I really can't wait for O level to finish right now but then i have to wait for another 3 weeks. Life sucks so much for O level student but after Os I can enjoy life for freaking 6 months ! Everybody deserves a good long break for having such taxing 5 years of education in school ! Definitely can't wait for that day to come !

#7 study breaks

Right now the sec4E5N are having their study breaks . I have been finding ways to find out what are the best way to have a productive study break for me as I desperately need one as it is less than a week to O level already .


Have been studying at Sharena's house lately ! So far it is pretty productive . Been doing maths all the time as maths is our weakest subject boohoo :( We find that the best way to study is the watch some random video from YouTube & do maths at same time . I thought that this method will go terribly wrong but no , I'm entertained while studying at the same time haha !


Been watching keeping up with the kardashian , my wife & kid (funny shit) & random YouTube video ! Almost everyday I will stay from 2pm to 8pm at Sharena's house to study .











Come on , girls can camwhore even when we are studying ! Just ended day 3 at Sharena's house ! Gotta sleep early to get up earlier to Study ! Goodnight .

#6 Graduation

Haven't update this space of mine for a while now . Soooooo .. Talking about graduation ! Yes , I graduated last Friday even tho I had graduation ceremony 2 weeks ago . Started off w going to Sharena's house w bunch of friends to surprise her at her doorstep for her birthday ! & after some phototaking & eating cakes (it was delicious btw) , we head to school for our graduation ceremony . Maybe it is because we had one last year , we don't feel the emotions like we had last year. But we did take a lot photo ! After the graduation ceremony , we still have school for another week for the sec4E5N. Last Friday , we took pictures again & had a lil party of our own !


Basically , it wind up . 5 years just passed like that . I will really miss all my awesome teachers , friends & classmate :')


Hopefully we will meet again :) 5years&1goal

#5 The end result

Sorry for late update on my N level result ! I was so mad happy that i made it to secondary 5 ! I got a total of 17pts ! Totally unexpected because i thot i will get exactly 19pts or fail my Ns ! Upon getting my result , i called all my family member . I didnt cried at first until my aunt say : I am so proud of you , Joyce ! Wahlau i was bawling my eyes out that i kinda attract some attention hahah wtf . & also before i even receive the result , i already started crying when they announce that we have 100% passes for maths for our NA cohort . Drama queen cant help it :P I know that getting 17pt for N lvl yet i am going to sec 5 next yr is very risky . But i still wanna give it a try . Learnt my lesson already . I am gonna start studying the first day of school , not when it is 100days before O level start . Like what i did for N lvl ! Hard work but if can study poly at 2013 is worth it . So imma give in my 200% ! Gambatteh !